A five inch blade, now slightly bent, not sharp,
with a chipped, simulated scrimshaw handle
etched with scenes of sailing ships, the sea,
a lighthouse on the shore,
has resided on my desk for years,
a souvenir of past New England times
when I, like it, a fake, pretended to belong,
to be familiar with the waves and salt and spray,
pretending not to miss the flat Midwest,
its oceans of prairie grass and corn.
It never leaves the desk; serves only to skewer
junk mail and slice the life from bills,
my weapon against the force of time
that saddens me when I concede I’ll no more
see the sea, and not again feel half so free.